Thursday, May 29, 2008

Mostly nothing...

There will likely be no pictures on this post. It's Thursday and even though it is a short week with Monday having been a Holiday, it's proving to be one of the worst weeks ever. First, BJ's summer school classes started Tuesday and he's taking a night class. Monday thru Thursday nights from 6-830. It means we really don't see each other but for about 30 minutes before I'm asleep! It's a short class and will be over the first of July, so I can endure it, but it's not fun. I was on call all last week through Monday. It wasn't a horrible on call, but I did get a pretty bad case on Saturday that I've worked non stop since then. Minus yesturday because I was in Sherwood for some stupid training that really had next to nothing to do with what I do. So that was annoying and the drive meant I had to get up at 4am to go and got back at 800pm. Not a fun day. At any rate. This case that I've been working has been really hard on me. I'm not quite sure why. It's not the worst or the most serious case I've ever worked. I have seen worse. But for some reason, I'm very emotionally charged about this case. I've cried over it, I can't sleep and I'm overall just frustrated and annoyed with the whole thing. I don't know if it's my hormones, burn out or a God thing.

In other news, I've been feeling the baby move for a couple weeks now, but lately it's gotten really noticeable. I know you feel it sooner with your second, because you know what you're feeling, but it still feels really early. But I love it! It's my most favorite part of being pregnant. What I'm not enjoying is the heartburn that has kicked in and is much more frequent than it has been. I had it really bad with Jordan, so I imagine it'll only get worse. I'm also waking up in the night to pee, which is something I only do when I'm pregnant and I HATE it because I have the most awful time falling back asleep. Once I wake up, I start thinking, mostly about work and then I can't sleep.

Jordan will be 20 months next week and I can't hardly believe we're four months away from 2!!!!!! She's learning so much every day and she's communicating so well. I don't know why, but I'm still surprised when I hear her say a new word. I heard her say "chicken" for the first time Tuesday night. She said "watch me" today, which is just precious! Her hair is just almost long enough for a pony tail and we pull it off with a little help from a barette or bow in the front for the short pieces. It's absolutely precious as well.

I have several photo shoots coming up in the next several weeks so I'm really looking forward to those, so be looking for those previews! One shoot I'm doing is a brand new less than 2 weeks old newborn and I cannot wait!!! I'm soooo excited to do those, as I've never done newborn pictures--and I always admire them! I hope mine turn out as good as I hope!

So I lied about no pictures, I just can't do it. Here's a snapshot of J playing at the park a few weeks ago.....

3 comments:

Mandy said...

First of all, I love that picture of little Jordan!! You are so great! I hated the night time peeing too!! That was probably my least fav. thing about being pregnant!!

ashleydiggs said...

Well, you know I've got to be the logical one...I think you being involved so much emotionally in this case just shows how much your heart is in what you do! I know you have the strength and knowledge to pull it all together and finish out strong!! Even if you have to get up in the middle of the night to pee!!!

Jessica said...

I felt the baby move two nights ago!! Just a little flutter, but I was so in shock!! I think I am way too early (15 weeks)for that, but there was no denying what I felt! : )